Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Wow this group is too big I feel more lost. I have been having many really bad flashbacks. I no longer see my life as my own. I feel like everything I am, is fake, a lie, I hate myself right now. I know this is wrong but I can not stop hating me, it seems to be getting worse. I have had no control over anything I have ever done, my life was developed around a single event. Does anyone have a suggestion on which group I need to look at? Im OK now, but I had my first thoughts of suicide two days ago, it scared the boondocks out of me.
And yeah, the first time thoughts of suicide or self-injury crosses your mind, it can be very scary. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know.
Hang in there, it gets manageable here!
Took a look at your profile and journal. You are in need of psychotherapy and probably medication considering what has happened to you. I am sorry you have been so terribly victimized.
I urge you to take full advantage of all the relevant services you can .. here on DS an in your community.
It is likely you are also suffering from some degree of self harm complex/syndrome.
Get into therapy and under a doctor's care for trauma etc. Find and join support groups. You can recover, but get all the support you can find.
Good luck to you. I wish you well.