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A number of things happened this weekend, first, it was my annual guys trip, the first time I've been away from my family since I was asked to leave back at the first of the year.  I'm sure she...

As I woke up this morning I had successfully been lie free for 63 days.  It hasn't been easy but it does get easier each and every day, I think it gets easier because I get stronger at resisting the...

The weekend was a whirlwind but it was wonderfully pleasant, no hard talks, just enduring love.  I've said for a month now that I need to check into therapy, so today will be the day I finally do, I...

After a another round of difficult conversation it hit me hard about how much I've failed her, failure is something I haven't really experienced professionally or personally.  It was like this new...

We celebrated Valentine's day early, it was nice dinner & a movie with good conversation.  The next morning I left for a roughly 30 hours to help my mother with the dealings of my uncle's estate....

Yesterday was so much better, pleasant even.  I suppose I need to just "roll with it", every relationship is liquid and ebbs and flows.  My relationship is subject to more severe behavior because...

Yesterday was not a great day.  Bickering with my wife all day, being selfish and not even realizing how to not be selfish is a terrible feeling.  Fighting with her wears me down, I don't want to...

It seems as if not having the distraction of buying a vehicle has now focused all of my wife's energy back into exploring my faults .  Iv'e noticed her being "testy" over certain topics, being 5...

I am exhausted today, I'm not sure why.  It just strange for me, I'm an early bird,  morning person.  Yesterday was fairly great as far as recent days go, nothing special, just a great day.  I...

A month, wow!! An entire month without a lie!  Just saying that is like a breath a fresh air, it's something I would of never thought possible.  There is some saying about having to do something so...

Most evenings when it's just my wife and I, she will ask me as we are falling asleep, "Still doing good, no lies?"  My answer is always a "yes" of some sorts.  Last night, she asked me the same...

Snowzilla has come and gone, it's roar was much worse than it's bite, here in Kentucky we only had about 5" fall.  As long as I can remember I've loved stories, especially the art of story telling....

Last night was spent reflecting and feeling numb, my mom called to tell me that my Uncle had died.  It was unexpected, his neighbor found him in bed, he went to sleep and never woke.  When I was a...

Today is Day 21 of my recovery, the 21st consecutive day without a lie.  I wonder if this is in fact the longest I've ever gone lie free as a conscious thinker.  Kinda sad to think 21 days out of...

I DID IT. I made it a couple of days without the urge to lie, even about the smallest of things.  As I start to become aware of my lying I get this little twinge in my "gut", and it acts almost has...