to the future

The weekend was a whirlwind but it was wonderfully pleasant, no hard talks, just enduring love.  I've said for a month now that I need to check into therapy, so today will be the day I finally do, I don't want to lie to myself about doing it.  I've decided on a behavior modification therapist, I think, it seems to be the best fit for my condition. Now to locate one relatively close and one that hopefully I can get insurance to cover a part of.  I have this fear that I'll never be able to afford it, yet I have absolutely no idea how much a session costs.  The plan is to attend a month worth of sessions, and then possibly look at a couples counselor.