Keeping Track

Today is Day 21 of my recovery, the 21st consecutive day without a lie.  I wonder if this is in fact the longest I've ever gone lie free as a conscious thinker.  Kinda sad to think 21 days out of 30 or so years.  But head up, every journey starts somewhere.  I haven't been keeping a daily total, I just know when the last day was I lied, it was the day that i thought my marriage was over, it sticks with you.  I guess I should keep a daily total, as a reminder and as something to be proud of.  My wife asked me laying in bed last night, what my number was and I had to do the math in my head.  I think she was sort of shocked or disappointed that I didn't know immediately since this is such an important thing in our lives.  She is absolutely right.