Pooh83

I had a great day today. I cleaned a house, cut my grass, and my evening job. A friend took me out to dinner. Everything was great, until I checked my e-mail. Hubby sent me a message stating that he...

I'm feeling better today. Having problems with my central air unit. But the entire house seems to be falling apart around me. I've been saying the resentment prayer for hubby ever since he left LA,...

Well, I'm back from my Al-Anon convention. It was really good. I needed it too. There are just some things that the AA program just doesn't cover like Al-Anon. And right now, I need more Al-Anon with...

I called to cancel my old cell phone. I got a new one so I'm cancelling the other one. I haven't talked to Matt since Monday. But all of a sudden, I get a call at 9:00 p.m. tonight, but the caller id...

I finally got the courage to call Legal Aide. I told Matt Monday night that I still want a divorce. He started his "poor me" crap once again. Said I was using him. I don't see how, as I'd been...

I'm not having a good day today. Hormones are raging out of control. Anger and sadness. Crying all day. Went outside to tackle some bushes with trimming shears when the weather got wicked. Rain,...

It's been a bad day for me. I don't know what comes over me at times. I think it's stress and major anxiety. But I have these uncontrollable rages of anger. It scares me because it reminds me of the...

Well, I've talked to my husband. He says he will send me some money to help with bills. We made small talk after that. Not much to say to him. He left on a bad note. He's been in PA for 4 months and...

I'm not having a good morning. I had to swallow my pride and call my husband to ask for money for monthly bills. I get angry because I'm still his wife, he knows I'm struggling to make ends meet. But...

Hi Everyone,  I'm not really happy today.  I'm struggling with my work to make ends meet.  My husband is trying to use money to manipulate me into going up to Pennsylvania this fall for a visit. I...

I am so excited. I got my 11 yr. AA chip last night. Our group, it's sad to say, is dropping in attendance. Out of 7 people who were to receive chips last night, I was the only one there to get mine....

I was at mom's today and just felt this overwhelming feeling of anxiety coming over me. Mom could tell something was wrong.  Well, today was a bit stressful.  I was called into the office at the...

All of my lab work has come back with great results. All of my chemical levels in my body are as they should be. Things like my kidney and liver enzymes, sodium, electrolytes, etc. All B vitamin...

It's been a long time since I last posted an entry. I would very much like feedback on this one.  I was fired from my state job in May, due to seizures that occurred at work.  The Rx I was taking...

The past week I've been talking to a friend of mine. She is also in recovery like me. She'd been having problems with her husband and decided she wanted to leave him. She asked me if she could move...