I was at mom's today and just felt this overwhelming feeling of anxiety coming over me. Mom could tell something was wrong.  Well, today was a bit stressful.  I was called into the office at the place where I live. The manager talked to a few of us neighbors today to find out stuff about one in particular.  This person has been boldly going into other's apartments without knocking. Being nosy and rude, like she's in charge of the place. She's about to find out who is in charge, and it's not her.  Plus my lease is up and tomorrow, I have to renew it. I'm so nervous because I don't have much income and I'm just praying I can make ends meet. And I still have not heard anymore news about a doctor's appt. for further tests.  I feel like I'm in Limbo. Nothing moving at all. I know I should take advantage of this time and just relax. But I don't know how to relax when things are quiet. I'm not used to things being still. I'll have to pray harder. I was talking and crying to God this evening and I'm still shook up and  breathing funny from it. Whenever I stress out like that, when I get scared, I breathe funny.  Oh God, just help me get through this week.