Friday

I'm not having a good morning. I had to swallow my pride and call my husband to ask for money for monthly bills. I get angry because I'm still his wife, he knows I'm struggling to make ends meet. But he still has to ask if I need money for bills? Come on, for a man who is very intelligent, he seems to have no brains on this matter. I'm not sure how to navigate around this new group. Not sure how to join, if I have joined. How to get into a chat with a group or one-on-one person. Confused by so many things. My AA sponsor says I'm doing fine. Just got off the phone with her and it really helped to get encouragement from her. I know I have lots of support here at home from a lot of good people. I'm just so new to standing on my own two feet and making decisions on my own. My sponsor says my husband is feeling very unsure of himself and things because he may be starting to realize that I don't need him quite so much as I used to. I'm getting stronger everyday: physically, mentally, emotionally. and spiritually. I feel almost like a newborn, feeling their way into the world.