TryingToForget

i was sitting here today and looking at jade and relised i had a perpos to stay here, and live.i would and will do anything for her. i love my little sister

inside my head im screaming...but not words come out

i really want to tell my mom that im depressed, i think shes just ignoreing it mabie, but i need help with it, i dont think we can afford medication or theripy though...idk

fuck life and all that comes with it :(

fixed comp

OMFG MY FUCKING COMPTURE WONT LET ME GO IN TO SUPPORT GROUPS OR POST ANY THING OR GO ON CEIRTIN WEBSITES SAYS ACCESS DENID IM SO FUCKING...

im feeling pretty good lately ive been swimming and kiaking with my freind and today we went to the beach, im pretty happy:) and in 2 day im bk to school() lol smiles all around :D

When no one cares,When no one looks,When no one feels for you,When all seems lost,When you dont want to live,Take a good look around,Be the to care,Be the one to look,Be the one to feel,Be the one...

I put on these fake smiles,Acting like im happy,But you have no idea,Whats really going on,You settle for what you see,Not whats beneeth,The silent tears,The hidden scars,Never shall I tell,Never...

i cutt HATE into my upper arm last night. i wanted to cry...but the tears wouldn't come out, so i used the only other way i know to express how i was feeling, i cutt. i wish this was just something i...

i try to talk to people about cutting and my depression and they just dont under stand, they think i can just stop cutting its a simple choice and im not trying if i relapse. its like only people...

Push me down,Push me away,Reject me,You think im self fish,For wanting what i do,Chaseing happieness,Seems like all i do,But you dont know,What im going through.

lately i haven't been doing so good, i just break down all the time. i been feeling really bad about every thing. it just seems like im never good enough for any one. my mom never sees all the things...

A true freind is there when things are good,A true freind is there when things are bad,A true freind doesn't leave,A true freind knows you're pain,A true freind is there for you,A true freind is...

When I cut that blade into my skin,It was relief,I was alive,I was a person,I mattered,I deserved to be happy,But i wasn't,So I did it more,And more,I would rather have died,Than cried,The tears that...