TryingToForget

cutt many times deep last night, unfortunitly missed every single vain in my arm. 4 days feeling like this, wish it would just stop! even if i have to make it

moms working tonight which means im looking after jade, i wont die well she is in the house,  i wont leave her alone like that. god why is this so confuseing?! i'll just cutt the shit out of my...

this is about my mom, i wrote it in school today, i wrote 9 today  pestshe never wanted me,just a nucance,a pest,she had her sons,why did she need me?i was never good enough,it was always me who...

i wanna talk but no one listens!!!!

i've been wating to cry all day, but i refuse to make a scene in school, or infront of my sister.  i feel like im gunna cutt, and if i dont feel better soon i might take it further, death seems so...

feelin bad, its weired i've felt alot worse than this b4 but i wanna die right now. i dont know if i can do it though.

its been over two months since jakob called or txt me :'(

i feel the clasps of death as i slip away into the darkness,i see a start a single speck of light,i run towred it but its like im being dragged both ways,as if the demons of hell and the angels of...

i was sitting here today and looking at jade and relised i had a perpos to stay here, and live.i would and will do anything for her. i love my little sister

inside my head im screaming...but not words come out

i really want to tell my mom that im depressed, i think shes just ignoreing it mabie, but i need help with it, i dont think we can afford medication or theripy though...idk

fuck life and all that comes with it :(