TryingToForget

im tired, stayed home from school today and said i was sick...im failing 4 classes and have a D in the other....im droping bad here.....moms getting me tylonol...i might take them all...idk...im sick...

the pirceing feeling of a blade on my arm,trickles of blood role down my arm,tears role down my face,i bite my hand,overwhelmed with shame,i always am,i hate myself,i hate every one eles to,but the...

went back into the hole of depression and hate...tried not to i did i really did...but i have some stuff eating at me so much....its almost not worth doing....i would rather die than admit what i...

im not going back to that place.....the dark hole of hate and misery. i wont do that, i WILL not go back there, i will be happy, will be happy. wont be sad wont be depressed

my brother broke up with his feiance ashley today, he droped her off with the baby at her dads. even if ashley tires to keep the baby from him (which i wouldnt put past her) he will go to court, hes...

Hey what up ppl? im bored so writeing this  hehe im in a really good mood for some reson.....hmmmm for some reson it feels like christmas lol, i think its the candle we have burning cuz we uselay...

ok my mom gave me this book about u know life qeustions a few moths ago, but i never looked at it till last night, well this book pissed me off so much! it was based on jehovas wittnesses (i know...

i am a horrible person, i did things in my past i regret so much, and i deserve to burn in hell for them........i started to think about what i did, i wanted to jump off a fucking bridge. i did them...

i was listening to icp-homies and remebered what it used to be like, before the whole ireland shit..... i was sooo happy back then, my mom bro and all his freinds would come over and chill with us....

i was bored today and started figureing this stuff out lol, all of this is based on if u live to be the avg age of 86 years old there are 31390 days in lifeand 753360 hours in life. at 14 years old...

ok i have never been big on politics, but i know people have been saying this election could decid the fate of the country. well here is my veiw: no matter who gets elected, it is my belif that we...

i was looking at all my support groups and its like wow, i have alot more issues than i thought lol. i origanly joined for my depression abuse and SI and now im in like 17 groups....hmmm must be more...

my moms new bf steve is going to stay with us for  a couple of weeks, his sister and her 2 kids need to stay in his apt well there house gets a new roof. i dont know the guy well but hes nice...

took a lazy day today and spent the whole day watching movies on CW56, one of them was armagedan (i probly didn't spell that right lol) now im in a bruce willis mood but anyway im gunna sit down...

im the worset daugther, i cant do anything right. i keep getting talked out of suicide by u guys, but i cant be tonight....i love jade so much, she the little sister i always wanted and i said i...