lazy day
took a lazy day today and spent the whole day watching movies on CW56, one of them was armagedan (i probly didn't spell that right lol) now im in a bruce willis mood but anyway im gunna sit down and watch brave heart in a little while, both of those movies always make me cry lol. i feel alot better today , but on the other hand im think im getting sick. . ohh well just an update i geuss...
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i\'m glad you\'re feeling better! lazy days are fun =] sorry you\'re getting sick =/
i love armageddon!!! that makes me cry so much thought:( im sorry your getting ill *hug*
eh but i cant miss and more school though cuz i hardly went this week as it is, i cry so much at the end of armagedon to
I just been browsing when I came across you. I wanted to say that I am glad you are feeling better! I have MAJOR problems with suicidal thoughts! Even when I wouldn\'t consider myself in a depression episode, I still entertain ideas about how everyones life will be better (or worse, if I really wanna \"show them!\") without me. BUT...I\'ve outlived a number of family members who have committed suicide and being on this side of the suicide always helps me KNOW what others will actually be going through. And YES, there usually is quite a bit of guilt! But, do I want to make EVERYONE\'s life miserable? Do I REALLY believe that the 1 or 2 people who \"don\'t understand\" deserve to suffer from guilt their entire lives?
Not really!
So....I said all of that to say this: Jade! Sweet little sister Jade...Look at that face. Look at those big beautiful eyes! Hold on to that! And you\'ll live.