happywannab
Status: I'm trying but getting no where. Seem to be going backwards
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Maybe there is some defect in me. Maybe I am not the good person I think I am. If I were how would I be 47 years old and feel like no one in the world gives a fuck about me (othr than the wonderful...
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So Tony and I , the fucktard that I can't seem to fall out of love with, called me this morning. We stay in touch still almost daily, emails, texts, etc... just talk about family and current events,...
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I am doing OK. Somedays I actually have fun. I love the Lord and I know he loves me and has a plan for my life. Really I do! But... Why won't the love I have for Tony die??? He stays in touch with...
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I have been "choosing" to be happy and hopeful for a while now. It has seemed to work but then I realized I am drawing strengh for my happiness from a very unhealthy place. My almost nonexistant...
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As "my friends" know I have been divorced over two years and well over him, even after 20 years together!I came to DS because "my rebound love" broke my heart (still love him just for the record!)....
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Almost two years divorced. 8 months out of a devistating break up with the man I thought was my new future, here I go again. I am 3 weeks into a relationship, yes I said relationship (scary) with...
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Why is it when God lets us get our hearts broken by a failed love all of the other aspects of life have to be stressful as well? Ok, here we are trying to feel worthy of love, not hate...
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Not having a fun day! My emotions are all over the place. My exboyfriend (love of my life, or so I thought) keeps contacting me telling me he misses me. WTF, I AM AVAILABLE and only a few miles...
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I am well over my divorce. He has moved on to a life of parties and Hos as he should. I am fine with that, really! I have realized my so called boyfriend was just someone God sent to keep me...
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I am trying so hard to just get on with the business of living. I am keeping up with my workouts and although sore I like it. I am working on getting "my house" in order and all that requires. I...
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Life is such a rollercoaster when we let other people dictate how we feel about ourselves. I have come to realize that I only feel as good about myself as the love I am receiving from others at any...
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God knows when you just can't take anymore and he sends help! I was there a few days ago and God put me in touch with an angel! He is a very special man but I am not naming names. Lets say we...
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OMG I talk so big and brave! That is because I AM TRYING!! I listen and read and try to apply all of the great advise I get from all of my sources but yet I did exactlloy what I knew I shouldn't do...
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I have been doing some real thinking and listening to wise people! These are a few leasons I have learned: 1) I have got to stop "watching and waiting" for the sun to rise! I need to just go on with...
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I do not get it! I am a smart, strong woman who can see clearly what others should do to help themselves through the pain. I also listen to my own advise. I am investing in myself! Spending...
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