Pile it on!

Why is it when God lets us get our hearts broken by a failed love all of the other aspects of life have to be stressful as well?  Ok, here we are trying to feel worthy of love, not hate ourselves and understand why someone who was our world would have loved us so little as to stomp on us. As if that wasn't bad enough our credit and financial situation becomes crap at the same time! Breaking up a family isn't only about the lost love but lost income and increased responsibility.  I work in the Mortgage Biz so add job insecurity to that.  I live in a house I can't afford but can't sell because I owe more than it is worth in this special RE market we are in. Got a kid starting college with no money to cover it and an eighth grade fashion icon that costs money everytime she bats her eyes!As they say when it rains it pours! They say anything that doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I guess if we weather the storm that is divorce. We should be stronger than steele the rest of our lives! Life is scary! I am just TIRED, very YIRED, of worry and hurt and loneliness and feeling like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and no one has my back! The pressure is going to crush me! OK, OK I know, I AM A CHRISTIAN AND GOD WILL GET ME THROUGH THE STORM. I do believe that with all of my heart but I still have to live through this pressure that is about to take the wind out of me. I pray and pray and praise him for all he has done for me already.  I just need some peace on earth, you know? I know I am not alone!