I am so lost, I feel trapped and I am ..I can leave with no problem, but I cant leave my boys, I left one marriage and my two dogs, and here I am with two more babies, how can I do that to them ? And my Giz, hes gone I know but I can go outside and sit with him, If I left my boys I couldnt stand it, they're all I have and no one will take someone with two dogs even if they're tiny, things have gotten so much worse, I cant move or breathe here , I'm always wrong, everything I do is wrong, I knew better, but he needed me...how pathetic I am , hes a drunk, abusive everything he pretended not to be , I knew better than to let anyone in...If I can get out of this I never will again...never never  

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lindsey2008
lindsey2008

SWEETIE, IF HE IS ABUSIVE AND A DRUNK WHY STAY AND DEAL WITH IT? I WOULD KICK HIS ASS SO FAR TO THE CURVE BUT I WOULD KEEP MY BABIES. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU HAVE TO GIVE THEM UP TO GET OUT OF A ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP. MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU SWEETIE. I WISH YOU THE BEST!! HUGS:-)
angel42
angel42

I want you to know I have been where you are and I thought there would never be a way out. It is a very hard thing to do but you will be so much happier. I was always told by my abusive husband that I would never get to leave and take by children with me. I left my abusive husband 8 years ago and I have all 3 of my children. I am so much happier and love my freedom.