Today I just feel empty..still no food I just cant this warped sick disease that I have has kicked in and my mind tells me one thing but my body does another.Call someone for help ..all the specialists I had seen could not help I recovered with the help of friends and my boys and now one is gone..my husband is so unaware that I havent eaten we work different shifts and he would go ballistic if he knew he doesnt understand how this disease works he thinks just eat ..doesnt work that way..in our warped minds we punish ourselves for the bad in our lives and if you dont get a grip on it right away it grabs on and hangs on..I feel nothing and have no will at this moment to even put up a slight struggle I just accept it