Empty....

Another day and I am even emptier than I was yesterday...I think I will become so empty I will become one big hole that will swallow myself up,,,sounds crazy but I dont think it could get any worse but each day a little more of me disappears.I am a shell of who I was .My house is so silent..how could one little 4lb baby make so much noise..his baby brother was always the hellion..always making us laugh with his antics and Giz would sit back and watch quietly til something caught his attention then he would roar but the roar has been silenced and each day who I was before that day just doesnt exist..how can one day determine me...I'm a happy positive person caring compassionate a fighter for animals and the elderly ..that was me...today I dont know who or what I am...all I can say is EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY.....