I am in a rut i think. Thurs Feb 25, 2016
Well, ive been thinking about it and i think i am in a big old rut. I do the same thing's every day and it's not much. I'm hold up in this apt like a hermit. I don't listen to my music enough anymore. I don't laugh as much. I don't do anything as much as i used to. Thought it was the med's but i think i am in a winter rut big time. Need to shack thing's up somehow. Still pretty cold today but tomorrow is supposed to be a spring like day. Need to plan something for then. Going to see my aunt tomorrow and we will got to the trift store maybe. She is in a rut also. That is all
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I know what u mean. I have same thoughts as you. one day goes into next and here i am. i have things to do in house, closets etc, but i have good intentions, i get on here, or watch a movie, seems i always find excuse. and i give myself talking toos. lol Hope you get to your aunts and you both decide a ride, or shop is what you both do. Be glad you have an aunt to do things with. my last aunt passed last summer. no one left on either parents side now but some cousins and they are scattered and we did not grow up together. we are night and day socially. so re connecting not going to happen. it was bitter windy day here also. to be nice by the weekend. mid 50\'s for my area. We had snow showers today...i think Mother Nature, needs her bi-polar meds. I have some i can share. and i am not sure why, but i always had my music, turned up in car or house. been ages i have listened. either makes me sad or bothers me...so it is off in car and house. hugs and take care. you are not alone.
Thanks for the comment/ Ya i have also allway\'s had my music till lately. Like you said, alot of them make me sad or mad. Sorry you don\'t have family. mine is a small one but we all get along, even when we don\'t we do if that makes any sence. Alway\'s been close with bro n sis esspecially. Both of my parent\'s are also gone. Ya it was cold here today, didn\'t leave again. Going out tomorrow no matter what, really need to get out of the apt for at least a while. Thanks again. How are all the kitties. I do love kitties and cat\'s. And dog\'s of course. No pet\'s allowed here so we never had a pet. bummer. OK hope you are well tonight and with your baby\'s. Hug\'s to you my friend. xo