eating is a problemive eaten very little this weekeaten very little over the last 3 days tryed to east a few things tonight but i thew it in the bin and i feel sick from the bit i did eati dont really feel hugery but i know i am not eating enough so i feel like im forcing my self but when i do i feel sick so it puts me off food a alot cuts on my leg are fading only 2 were anything to notice   feeling alone these days i walkedin town tonight .it was very cold  and i was affraid of lots of people coming out of the bars i went down by the river but i had people walking behind me in the dark so i ended up running back to my car im feeling very out of place with the world  didnt call the doctors they dont work weekends and they take so long over every thing   i didnt get up till 2.30 today.i stayed in bed i was depressed and didnt want to get up