alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
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after the awfull night i had yesterdayi should be tanked upbut no i am totaly sober not that i drink crazybut this must be the first time in quite a few months that i havent had at least 1 not...
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ive cut down on the drinking dont drink much but a bit to take the edge of stuff and my dreams are awfull agian and in them im screaming at people and crying im fighting people hitting them and...
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i have a bad cold just what i need :( im working late 3pm 3am tomorrownot what i need i have to drive 300 miles
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great i just spelt lawst cawse
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i dont know what type of problem i have now and even here i cant talk the groups are full of people unlike me the world is full of them thats a lot of the problem all my life i have felt like that
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last night was bad it was as i expected
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the singer in the band has a boyfriend that is a total arse and treats her really bad calls her all sorts of names pushed her down stairs once he is a total prickhes ment to be working with us on...
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odd day really woke feeling awful emotonaly but physical pain was lowbest in weeksdid some work by night i had trouble walking i wish they were more clear about whats wrong with me
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feeling awful right now
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worried about being here it feels like mental hospital something has changed i dont feel like cutting myself at night so something has changed the whole idea of that seems crazy but i guess thats...
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only talking because i feel trapped
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if people cant save us who are these people and what do they meen to us we grieve there loss if they die or leave usthey were never ours we can never own them and what makes them specialcant even...
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working at a full on ratemaking myself ill im so the worst person to be in charge of my working hours
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at a loss with this year missing parts of the pastnot a lot of itbut some small fragments that were something
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bad anxiety
dd