pinkgnomie13

I did not medicate over the weekend.  As a matter of fact, I went five days without it.At first, I was fine.  A day without my meds is not the end of the world.  It's just being a little more...

I've been carefully medicating for over a week now, so I feel more stable and less shaky.  Literally, when I'm not medicated, I feel like my insides are constantly shivering or wobbling so that...

Hope sounds like the two girls in my fifth hour singing.  Sweet, melodic, innocent, rich...  It's the sound my soul would make if it could sing.I can sing.  I just need to work on the sounds.  I...

I looked up some of my old journal entries here.  I'm struck by this list because they are things I never thought I'd experience, things I dreamed of for years, and maybe, just maybe, they might...

No one understands how pleasant it is to have small worries.  The most pressing thing on my mind right now is getting my grading caught up before the weekend.  The biggest deal I have to deal with...

Mood:  CONFUSED???My best friend's girlfriend kinda broke things off with him...  But not really?  She says that she doesn't want to meet with him, only talk and text him, there's a chance for...

I've had a crush on my best friend for a long time.  The problem is, they're seeing someone else.They said if circumstances were different, we'd be dating.  The circumstances are, we work together...

It all builds up.  One little thing after another after another.  I can't take it all.  I have to snap, break, crack, just to let something out.  It all builds up so much...I listen to my...

Sometimes, I hear music inside of me.  I know it's something only I can hear, it's a melody that only I know.  It's a song wanting to get out of me.  I wish I could play piano well.  Then maybe...

Life took some unexpected turns after my last entry.  I got fired.  I started a new career.  I'm going back to school.Overall, I am not very satisfied with my life, but I am happier.  I love both...

I changed my fate today.  I'm at that antagonizing phase of life where I'm not quite an adult but definitely not a child.  I graduated college two years ago but have been unable to find good...

This weekend, I went rock climbing.It's not a big deal to most people, but I am not most people.  I am deathly afraid of heights; a three-step step ladder has been known to make me woozy....

Going rock climbing tomorrow.  After that, no excuses.  I am determined to start fresh with an exercise routine!!!

Before starting full-time employment, I had three things that kept me happy:  ITT (International Talk Time, a ministry I have been a part of for six years), BHC (Beading Hearts Club - a guild for my...

Well...I sent the Doctor his Christmas present.I'd had it sitting in my room for the last two months.  I had made him a rosary and had it blessed.  I was dating the Science Teacher then.  The...