Chooky-Lady
Status: Been in a deep depression and cant get myself out of it. Feel hopeless, lonely and like life is just not worth living.
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Was going towards my holiday goal as positively as I could when on Sunday 3 May (due to leave on 5th) I had to visit the emergency doctor and was diagnosed with SHINGLES!!! and the doctor said I...
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OK - have booked and paid for the holiday. I leave on 5 May for a week in Benidorm. I have been there twice before (but never with Wilf) so figured it might be easier because I know my way...
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Have booked my holiday for lst week in May. Keep your fingers crossed I dont lose my nerve.
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Haven't updated my goal since last September when I came back from a week's holiday with friends.October I had a lot of family here for a memorial tournament for Wilf and then I went to Scotland with...
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7 August - 10 months since he passed and also would have been his 77th Birthday. It was a day of mixed feelings - sadness at his passing, memories of past birthdays and what we would do to...
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At this time 9 months ago my wonderful husband lost his battle. I miss him every day, the loneliness is almost unbearable. I try to think about him being in a better place and there are times I...
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Wilf died in October and since then it is nothing but bad luck. In November half my outside Christmas decorations were stolen. Between February and May all of my 39 chickens were killed by...
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Went to the theatre as planned on 21 June in Blackpool. The show was great! but the main objective of going/being by myself was accomplished. It felt strange but I achieved my objective without...
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I am having a really bad day just when I thought I was getting better suddenly I cant stop crying.On Monday I returned home after 3 days away in the UK. I travelled with 28 women who were attending a...
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Three months ago I contacted my stepson in England to ask about visiting in June (specifically 21-23 June) when a group of women from the village were going to the travelling to his home town for a...
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I am going -to the UK at the weekend and as part of it I have booked to go to the theatre - just me - first real outing by myself in a strange place. Will see how it goes and how I feel.
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Well three more days work on the garden cutting the remaining hedges to manageable height and trimming the trees before they brought down the phone line!With the front of the house completely cleared...
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Have spent this week with friends from the village carrying out a project which we had discussed before Wilf died. Our house is very closed in with large trees and we discussed taking them down and...
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Have been asked and have accepted an invitation to join our oldest friends on a one week summer holiday in the sun. We have known them as long as Wilf and I are were together. We were married the...
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Yesterday was a TERRIBLE day. Couldnt stop crying. Couldnt get his face out of my mind. Not his happy smiling face - the one I kept seeing was the one of terror of his last few days before they...
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