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- Okay, so being an addict, I had plenty of "signs" and recently they were getting ridiculous...Uptown Funk playing on the drive to the casino = win, uptown funk followed by rachel platten "this is my fight song" and bam, gonna be a no brainer hand...
- Well I'm finally done with excuses and bs reasons I convinced myself GA wasn't needed for me. Yesterday was my first day on my new journey to sobriety and kicking this damn habit once and for all. I'm terrified of sobriety. I'm scared that...
- If you don't know my story, my hubby's affair partner was also one of my close friends. I have never spoken with her since dday. Not face to face, though she still tries to track me down in public every now and again, not through email, phone, zip....
- If you don't know my story, my hubby's affair partner was also one of my close friends. I have never spoken with her since dday. Not face to face, though she still tries to track me down in public every now and again, not through email, phone, zip....
- I've been on the infidelity group since I found this site shortly after dday 2012 and today is our two year anniversary of dday so I'll post here what I originally posted over there earlier today.....Happy Anniversary to Me!Not all anniversaries are...
- Not all anniversaries are good. No matter what the sorrow or pain that makes you dread that certain day on the calendar each and every year the day will still arrive and leave in the way it has every day since the happening occurred. Two years...
- I knew that going into this weekend it would most likely be a tough one since it's my first full one since quitting (I quit after an all day Friday path of destruction ) so last Sat and Sun I was okay because I was broke and couldn't go anyway, but...
- Yesterday wound up being a hard one to stay away. My mother in laws sister died and I suddenly found out that I would need to spend saturday taking care of my mother in law, who is bedridden, while my daughter stays at home and takes care of her...
- Love this song and it will help get me through another gamble free day!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JomX8jVf0H0Tyler Hilton "Keep On"
- I know it get's easier the further you get out, like maybe by day 2,456 the days will just fly by, but oh my, currently I can hear and see the one grain of sand drop down for every minute that passes.I try keeping as busy as possible, lots of...
- I gave up everything on day one, entering casinos, buying scratch off tickets and even playing the stupid free slot games on facebook. Online gambling is not legal where I live so I don't have that battle to fight but still, the others are enough...
- Today I begin this journey again but for the last and final time. I want off this roller coaster so desperately and I know that I am the only one that can raise that safety bar of numbness and step off the ride. I am so scared of feeling all the...
- You're too old for elf on the shelf so you get.......whore in the drawer!Can't get the image to post but still made me giggle and thought all my friends on here would find it funny as well :)
- If you're like me and swore you would forever listen to your gut once dday happened and all your worst beliefs came true, then how do you calm yourself down almost two years later, when you have absolutely not a shred of proof but yet your gut and...
- But this time around it's one of my best friends with the same person who had the affair with my husband). As far as I was aware and being told by BFF "I've cut all ties and contact with her since I found out about the affair! You're my best friend...