Oh Happy Day!

I am just so very happy and I have realized that life is for the living.Life must be lived up and it cannot be lived down and you must make the best of your circumstances.The people in seattle are different and so is the lifestyle. Here is so much different then New York and I havent been home in 5 years.Part of the problem is this.I cannot afford it and it takes me 3 days to the bus.And believe me a 3 day trip..well it aint was it is suppose to be.nd remember this dreams do mean something and sometimes that dead are here to warn us.I dreamt about my late father last night and this is usually a dream of warning.When a lady dreams of her father ..it is a warning from him.He is telling you to be aware of the guy /girl that you are involved with and do you want to know something.He is right.Brad does not have my interests in his heart.He does not have my interests at all and it is getting to be tiresome.And it would be a little nicer if I got help around this house.But you see I get none at all and I am on the verge of sheer exhausion.No matter what I do or no matter what or how I clean.,I am always wrong and this is the way that my mother was to me and it is time for me to break loose.Men-could you do me a favor? Could you grow up? What difference is it how I clean? Half of the time you are not there.And why do you care how I spend the money? I have mine.It is not yours.So please do not scream to me about money it is getting to be a bore.And please do remember that I am older then you and I have got different taste is art and music and if that offends you..do me a favor--take a walk.i