8/27/1985-8/27/2008

I hate this day August 27th.On August 27th,1985,I lost my psychiarist of 23 years.Dr.Floyd Fortuin.I started to go to Dr.Fortuin when I was 15 in 1962.So things were different then and so was I.In 1962,anyone who went for this type of help was not considered normal and I did have rough teenage years and there are somethings that I just cannot talk right now.He helped me all through this and he was there.He was my first friend,unlike Brad.I do not love Brad and never will.We are just two different people.Opposites do not attract.Oppposities are painful.Now I am so much better.The move here was the best decision that I ever made.And now I am in a position now to do the things that I like and work-what is it? People today that I have noticed want to live in the past.There is nothing wrong with these oldies and revival shows.But when you start dressing in the time period and start to wear mini skirts,those silly nehru jackets and such..then you are telling me that you want to go back to a time that can never be repeated.All of these conversatives like Mccain blame all of the ills on the 1960s and this shows their mind -set.I am so glad that I grew up in this time era.I had the best music.I had the best festivals and people were so different.The people at parties talked to one another.We would have wonderful discussions.We would discuss the War and we would discuss Johnson.Today parties are a waste of time.The discussions now are "Whats your blood type"? How should I know? And to make matters worse,they talk about their children.I do not have children and I made this choice in 1965.It was a painful choice but I am glad that I never did marry or raise kids.The Doctor helped me in making choices.Life is about choice.In 1974,the late columinst Ann Landers asked her readers this question..If you had to live your life over again..Would you have children? The replies shocked here.250,000 people then voted and they all said that they wouldnt.One of them was a classmate of mine who is still working in seattle.He has got 4 children and he is a very unhappy man and he told me at the last reunion..when he turns 65..everyone will get a rude awakening.I do not know what he has planned.But when someone is forced to make a decision concerning children and better in a job that they hate..then they will be unhappy.And no matter what is said..you take a chance with children.From what I have seen here..some of them are the most greedy that I have ever seen.If I was a parent,I wouldnt leave money for my children.They will be working at 16 and that will be it.And if noone works in my house..well they will be asked to move and they will never come back.And if I get money and buy this house..if anything happens to me..I will leave this house to charity.Not to any people who feel that they are entitled because they are related to you.Charity begins at home.