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Yesterday was one of the hardest days in my life I put my dog Stella down. She was my best friend and always here for me in good and bad times. Right now going through all the 1st, 1st wake up...

Day 4 not drinking and day 1 putting those dam cigarettes down. Going home this weekend for Easter and Saturday night having dinner with good friends, I'm really worried. Going to a dinner where we...

Day 1! So tired of saying that. My husbands birthday was this weekend and our work schedules are opposite hours and he works 7 days a week right now. This weekend he got off and I took off in a bad...

i did it! Made it through the weekend no drinks and feel so proud of myself. I also attended 2 womans meeting this weekend and really believed that helped  me. The women in this group are so great...

1st Friday in I don't know how long that I haven't drank! I'm really trying hard to think about what is important in my life and my health has to be number 1. I'm so excited to get through the...

Had a craving today but I'm really committed this time, went for ice cream instead and so happy it passed.  I didn't need a stent Dr said heart looked good so happy. Just feeling good.

Tomorrows my heart cath and my stress test showing another blockage. I'm not scared I am giving this to God. Another wake up call! Time to get my shit together. I ate like I was going to the electric...

Drank last night and only made me feel like shit today and to be honest it didn't really taste that good. It was my bosses last day and we went to a bar could of ordered ice tea but felt the pressure...

Doing good today and hopeful! I didn't make it to a meeting today had to get a stress test, man out of shape. Tomorrow is Fat Tuesday so going to eat good hehe. Im not really good at going to church...

Ok so day 1 again, I can't do this to my body anymore, so sick all day and having surgery in April need to get healthy. I'm giving up fried food and alchol for lent maybe that will help. This Friday...

what a mess this weekend all I'm going to say. Today feb 1 and still still have not lost hope on myself.

Bad night really bad!i have to remeber how I feel today and thank god my husband went to bed not to see what a mess I was. I even scared myself. Need to get serous

Not drink for 3 weeks in a row

Today is day 1 again for me and just text my friend that has been sober for 6'years. Marla has been such a great inspiration and put a lot of energy in helping me I know I let her down. I could of...

Ok same shit every weekend I drank! Who didn't know that one guy!!! I had some beers after we got home from the grocery store and all it did was bloat me.  Next weekend I'm going to be pro...