Tomorrows my heart cath and my stress test showing another blockage. I'm not scared I am giving this to God. Another wake up call! Time to get my shit together. I ate like I was going to the electric chair lol! I know starting tomorrow 1500 mil of sodium per day low fat etc. back on blood thinners so no room for error. I will be sent to cardio rehab which I love and when I get cleared going to get a personal trainer 3 days a week for 3 months to get back in the habit and I will have accountablity by paying for it (not cheap it will figure it out). Goal 2 go to AA meetings I really think I need the help. I did have 6 beers yesterday I know bad but again yesterday I had that mind set I cannot drink after Monday. Today mind set different day 1 I accept I am a alcoholic and drinking will kill me. I have so much life to live and dammit I'm going to do it the right way. Time to live!