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Here I go again!

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Have not been here in a long time and it has not been pretty. This morning I woke up and said enough was enough! Saturday I could not even tell you how much I drank because I don't remember a lot of it. How pathetic I'm just throwing my life...
Health

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Just here to remind everyone how bad drinking damages your organs. Im 47 very little over weight, no family history of heart disease and been healthy my whole life. People look at me and say I would never know your a binge drinker or smoker but...
Who am I now?

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I'm on day 4 and feel different this time in my sobriety. The only thing that keeps going through my mind is who am I now not being that party girl. People always come up to me man we have to go party again soon you are so much fun.... we need to go...
Blood test for insurance

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I have to have a blood test for our health insurance testing for Cotine I haven't smoked in 2 weeks but have cheated with lozenges. I'm testing next Wednesday which will be day 8 without anything. The web says can show up to 10 days after use. Has...
AA meeting

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I went to my 1st coed AA meeting and it went really great! I can't explain but I did feel a higher power in that room. For the 1st time I feel like it's going to be ok looking forward to tomorrow's meeting. I understand I need to go everyday in my...
Must choose life

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9/5/2014 at 45 had a heart attack and then cardiac arrest! Quit for 5 months but then my dumb blank thought I could have a couple, we all know how that goes. I have been using lozenges for the last 2 months but that is a big no no with my heart....
Day 1

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So mad at myself but going to go forward not drinking. I cracked yesterday full blackout..pigged out last night and today, domino effect of drinking. I let my depression get a hold of me. Last year on 9/15/2014 had my cardiac arrest when I went home...
Sober 9/6/2015

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My 1st entry and so happy to find this support. 1 year ago today had a Heart attack/cardiac arrest due to binge drinking and smoking. I stayed sober for 4 months after due to fear then the fear went away and started my pattern of binge drinking on...

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