Ok so day 1 again, I can't do this to my body anymore, so sick all day and having surgery in April need to get healthy. I'm giving up fried food and alchol for lent maybe that will help. This Friday is going to be hard I'm throwing my bosses party for leaving our company, the bar is hop skip and a jump from my house. I will go to a meeting Thursday before. I still don't know if AA is for me but going in hard this week I need serous help. I feel things happening to my body when I drink now and it's Not good. Afraid I'm doing more damage to my heart and other organs. So over this shit. I really feel I'm ready.
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I was thinking of trying online AA. We live in kind of a small town and everyone knows everyone and they all talk about who goes to AA.
Hi heart, I know you can do this. You have to. You are worth it. Nothing tastes as good as health feels. I\'m here for you. Try AA, why not, can\'t hurt or as Paddy says, an online group. Whatever it takes. Sending strength and love.