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- last night i was watching a supersize v superskinny, they has photos of the skinny girl with her bons sticking out and she looks awful i was shocked.. i thought if i take some photos it may pull me out of this eating disorder... so i have taken some...
- the other night on the phone my boyfriend was saying that if i dont want to get better thn he cant be with me becasue he doesnt know ther person that i am... i have told gim so many times i want tog et better and i was doing really well over xmas...
- i have been doing so well since the new year and have only purged twice .. till yesterday when i came back to uni and i was binging and purgning all evening! what can i do to stop myself getting back into the cycle at uni? love felicity xx
- whats going on? im shakingand im cold inside but warm outside.. my head islike dizzy.. arrgh this is the worse feeling ever!! xxx
- last night she was harping on at me saying that she couldnt support me at this weight.. she was asking me about my therapist and i told ehr i wasnt going back as things are better when i dont go to see her and that i feel she patronises me. she...
- i have eaten breakfast about 3 hours ago and now i just keep shaking.. i dont feeel hungry but i just feel soooo shakey.. i cant seem to be able to do anything because of this.. what is going on? xx
- So my dad knows all about my problem, he knows iv been seeing a therapist and now im on prozac and yesterday he told me that my mum would be really upset if she knew he knew and i didnt tell her.. (i told my dad not to say anything to my mum)about a...
- Hey guys!! happy new year to you all!!i was just wondering if anyone could let me know if anti depressants make you gain weight?? thank you!! :)love felicity xxx
- I have been really struggling with purging lately and over xmas (which i was really worrying about) i have managed not to purge for 5 days... i am proud of myself but the only people who know im struggling is my boyfriend.. i dont know if i am being...
- heeya everyone... im just feeling generally down at the moment... i feel that i cant feel happy! maybe depressed is how im feeling? i dont know but i hate it! i have recently been doubting my relationship with my boyfriend as i feel sad but feel...
- i went home from uni for a long weekend and i didnt purge for 4 days!! it was a real breakthru... however i came back to uni and i have already binged and purged.... but i hope this is just my usual lonely feeling where i have to eat.. i hope...
- everyone who generally posts things in here is just so negative and if your actually writing them feelings down then you will convince yourself you feeling worse than you are.. seriously this needs to stop becasue not only are you making yourself...
- the other day i had eaten some cereal and i was fine, a couple of hours later i went really shaky when i was thinking about food and when i eat some i got worse with shaking.. does anyone have any idea what it is?also at the min i have started like...
- that when i try my best not to purge, when i eat the food just wont stay down and keeps coming back up ... not like to the amount you would when your sick but by the end of it there is a fair amount and its worrying me..does anyone have any...
- i was reffered to a psychiatrist a few weeks ago and i had another session with her today.. after the first i must say i felt not much change.. however after todays session i feel a lot happier at the preospect of getting better and living my life...