Eating Disorders Support Group
Eating disorders are marked by an obsessive need to control the intake and/or purging of food. This community is dedicated to those struggling on the road to recovery. Join to discuss your experience with others and find support. Get advice, ask questions, and meet others who are going through similar struggles.
I am on anti-depressants and they didn't make me gain weight. It's a possibility but most people i have spoken to found this didn't happen. I think it could be a good idea to see your Dr about them.
As far as cutting, you were smart not to. I did this before and it was a HUGE struggle to stop. It did numb my mental pain but the feelings afterwards were worse.
And the boyfriend situation I totally understand. I have gone through the same thing with every boyfriend I've had... maybe that's why I've had so many... I push and push and push, pretty soon I push so much that they leave. Makes it worse in the end as well...
You're in my prayers my dear... stay strong, you can do this.
~*~ Jess