rayofhopes
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- so.. after a few months of being okay thinking my eating disorder had gone it has crept back up on me. im terrified of putting weight on but need to stop purging food, does anyone have any advice on what to eat to maintain my weight, i feel insulin...
- not posted here in a while coz i never seem to get a reply but right now i need a lil help... just had a shower and looked at back of my legs and all i see is cellulite. i am absolutly mortified and i jut can not think rationally... what the hell...
- so my and my boyfriend are really not getting on at the min.. he seems to have changed a lot.. his friend has just been killed in afgan and he is ob upset about that but he is fine with everyone else but shouts at me all the time and i dont know how...
- so i was doing realy well.. i went a while without purging.. but i went on holiday and i felt i was putting weight on and i didnt want to be seen in a bikini so i purged! all the time.. now i seem stuck in this again and cant eat without feeling...
- i am done with this site! when i seem to post something i never seem to get any kind of comments.. not adding emma in this one.. people on here seem to be very self centred and only care for their own welbeing and want help from others but yet dont...
- things were going great.. then i was sick from a dodgy takeaway and that was that i was hooked on it againa and i have done it every day for about a week.. i told my boyfriend and he said he was disappointed.. i cnt get over this! is he being...
- she knows everything about my ed and is really positive when i put weight on.. however she is ALWAYS going on about cals to me and these diet pills she has just got.. its totally up to her but i cant really handle her tlking to me about them when i...
- yesterday i was in such a foul mood.. i had not b/p for 21 days and my boyfriend had not even said well done.. i was soo mad with him.. then he was sat playing on the xbox and i really needed to tlk to him.. i was an emotional wreck and just needed...
- If any of you have time please read my journal... xxxxxx
- i have just had a major binge and consumed the whole cupboard! then i read the things about lauren and just want to scream! i feel bad for her and guilty i am not trying harder!!
- Recently i have been getting really bad stomache pains where my stomache really bloats up when i drink something and it feels like my organs are pushing together making it difficult to breathe.. does anyone have any idea what this may beee?? i have...
- right so here goes...I have now come off prozac.. mainly because i havnt been to the docs to get another perscription... they are so expensive and my uni course is costing waaay to much right now.I have been binging and purging every day and i have...
- what is the point in this!! i cant do it!!! my knuckles are red raw and i feel like shit!! i want to throw the towel in and just curl up!!! arrrrghh!!
- so .. money morning... good luck to everyone trying to turn their life around i hope you all have great days and have a good week! love felicity xx
- for a few days now i have been getting some really bad aches and pains in my knee when i bend down and get back up.. also when i curl up on a night and stretch out in a morning they like crack and are so painful! my mum has got my worrying saying...