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i have managed to get past breakfast and lunch without purging!! :) must dash to uni today feels like a good day :) xxx

and i have done it!! i have not purged today and i have  not binged at all. i have restricted but i guess it will come when i get out the habbit of purging... soooo hapy with myself !! wahooo!! xx

i have got thru breakfast, lunch and im just having tea so hopefully that will be it and i wont binge today which lead to a purge x

yesterday i purged a lot... so today is a new day and i have tried hard today.. its nights that get to me and im VERY prone to binging so i will go to bed maybe or read a book i have started...

i have got past breakfast without purging.. whoooooop!! xx

i didnt purge for 4 days!! and then tonight i came back to uni and binged and purged!! so i guess i will set another target of 1 day again.. little steps make big jumps... hopefully!! :) xxx

i meesed up the whole week so im gunna take it day by day

i managed all day then last night i eat a bowl of porrige and i purged it all back up... im soo disgusted with myself... today has been good so far.. i want to stay on track today!! xx

right back to the bathroom and purged after tea!! im gutted with myself... but to be honest i was thinking when i was doing it that this was it.. i dont want to spend my life with my head down the...

i have managed to get thru breakfast eating and NOT purging but i feel it could be one of those days where i slip easily and i neeeeeeed encouragement..... its so hard as im at uni and alone ooo i...

well its the end of day 2 and i have not purged!! :) so happy with myself!! xxx

:) 6 more to goooo!!!

and i have not purged... i feeel i can do it this time.. hopefully :) xx

the week of no purging should be up.. and i have purged sooo many times!! damn i wish i cud do it!! xxx

and i have purged twice.. i feel like a lost cause.. i dont know what to do as my therapist has asked me to do a food diary but im too ashemed to tell her about this.. i really feel like giving up!!