SueW40

21 Weeks tomorrow since you left Dad.I'm finding things so hard at the moment and i just can't seem to get out this hole.I'm worried about Mum she has her first counseling session tomorrow so...

Hi Guys,I'd just like to say i'm sorry i haven't been very socialable this week,sending hugs etc.I've had a bit of a hard week i'm missing Dad soooo much.It's his birthday 15th august so i thnk it's...

What a baby i am.I was washing up a while ago and as i was washing a glass it broke in my hand and took a big chunk out of my little finger.I wrapped some tissue around it and rang my mum she told me...

                                   MISS YOU DAD.I LOVE YOU LOADS.XXXXXXXXX

I'm so happy my friend Andy and his partner they have just had their first baby.Jessie was born at 10 o,clock this morning and weighs 6lb 4 oz.Lorraine has had a few miscarriages so it been a hard...

At last my tattoo is done.I'm so pleased with it.It hurt a little but it soon wore off.I've uploaded it so please have a look.

Today is the day i get my tattoo i can't wait.Hopefully i'll get a picture one here tonight and guess what i got a kitten yesterday he's so cute.He's ginger and i've called him Ollie so i'll get a...

Dad,Four Months today since you left us.I think about you all the time and wish you was here.I know you know whats going on.I am trying to move forward just as you wanted but it's hard i have bad...

17 weeks today.I'm having a few more better days than bad now which is good.Dad would not want me to keep being so low so i'm trying Hard for him. DAD,I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.I KNOW YOU NEVER WANTED...

I still can't get out of this hole.These past few week s have been awful.These been a few things happen when i've thought WHAT WOULD DAD HAVE SAID,WHAT WOULD HE HAVE DONE so i think it's begining to...

To my wonderful Dad,I have not written in a while i know you are with me and you know whats going on.I want you to know I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.Everyday just seems to be getting worse...

Today is 15 weeks since Dad left us.I woke early this morning thinking of that day 15 weeks ago.What i find hard is that it all happened so quick that day.I knew Dad was going to go one Day soon but...

Why can't i shake this feeling off.I just feel crap.I hardly done anything in my week off now back to work tonight oh what joy.I'm so angry with my eldest Aaron he's just finished his first year at...

I haven't wrote much lately feeling yuk for the past few weeks.i think with Fathers Day  i was getting in a state.I t went better than i thought thd day but the days leading up and these days after...

It's 11.42pm i had to go to work tonight but now i have a week off.Thank goodness.Today i got through better than i thought.Mum,Marc and i went to the crem and we laid Dad some red roses and at...