Nearly Over.

It's 11.42pm i had to go to work tonight but now i have a week off.Thank goodness.Today i got through better than i thought.Mum,Marc and i went to the crem and we laid Dad some red roses and at about 12.30 we let our balloons go it was lovely to watch them float off.Dad's plaque is over the opposite side from where we scattered his ashes and as the balloons went up one seem to go over towards Dad's ashes and then suddenly went up and caught up with the others.Omg as i 'm sitting here i can smell my Dad he's here,I've smelt his smell a few times today perhaps thats why i got through today.  THANK YOU DAD FOR BEING YOU. I WOULDN'T BE WHO I AM TODAY IF YOU HADN'T TAUGHT ME ,LOVED ME,CARED FOR ME.LOVE YOU SUE XXXXX