SueW40

Today believe it or not i've got a head cold and i feel crap.oh Ebbsfleet won the carlsberg FA trophy on saturday day it was a great day out.Gona go as my brains not working not that i got much of...

DAD I MISS YOU SO MUCH.I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.XXXXXXXXX

Today i.ve been to mum's.we ordered a skip as my brother had sorted out alot of rubbish out.Dad was such a horder so we had lot to throw away.We did have a giggle about all the stuff that was there...

Eight weeks today and i feel numb.Dad wanted me to have his onyx ring as it was brought for him for his 21st by my nan and grandad,it had a bit of a chip out of it but i wore it till last night.I'd...

Well dad it's 7 weeks you been gone and i still think your at home with mum or at work when i do go down.I don't want to go home to mum as it upsets me to see mum so upset.i try to be strong but when...

everybody thinks i'm doing ok  but at this moment i'm not i just want my dad .i'm trying so hard but i'm nit sure if i can do it.

The last few days i've just got along .I had been feeling very angry,my mum's brothers and sisters one inparticular that looks after my nan got the hump because my mum said she would'nt be able to go...

yesterday and today i've felt losted angry tired every emotion there can be.i'm all in a muddle i can't think straight.I missing dad so much just one more cuddle but that would'nt be enough.I have'nt...

Dear dad,yesterday  was Liam's birthday as you know and he spent it with his dad so to mum and i took him in town today to spend his money.He brought a nintendo DS (another games machine)and new...

What an awful dream i had  i can remember everything i feel as if dad was telling me it was not the time for him to go.I need to write this down as i got to get it out.So i,m sorry if it upsets...

Aaron went back yesterday i'm getting used to it now but i do miss just not having him here.Yesterday  there actually felt there was a big hole in my heart it was horrible i put myself to bed in...

Today Aaron went back to uni.He's got exams the next month and now his other grandad has only a short time.I worry about him as he is so far away.He keeps things in trying to be strong and thats not...

Yesterday  we scattered dad's ashes at the cremetorium in a woodland area it was full of daffodil's that is where my grandad is so father and son back togther.It was a lovely sunny day but the...

I thought yesterday i was feeling a little better but today i seem not to be able to get going.Ijust find myself sitting and not thinking anything but thinking bout everything my head just...

Well that's another monday over with and a month since my wonerful dad left.The weekend was awful it seem to be getting worse.Had a chat to mum this morning the thing i think were finding hard is...