SueW40

It's 7.20.am uk time Sunday 15th June my first Fathers Day without my Daddy.I've told my Dad i love him and put his card in my special Dad box nd now i'm sitting writing this with tears streaming...

I  went and brought a fathers day card when i went to get my balloons and roses tonight.I'm glad noone saw me as they might have thought i'd losted it but i'm going to write in it and put in my Dad...

I thought today i was going to feel a bit better but i'm not well least i haven't got the headache where i cried so much yesterday .Today i so angry the electric bill, came in and where i changed...

I just can't get on today i'm in such an emotion state crying and angry.Marc's son's down this weekend he hasn't been down for a few weeks and the weekend i need to do what i want when i want i have...

I WANT MY DAD.Nobody seems to be thinking about fathers day.Marc keeps asking whats wrong i say nothing because he's meant to know isn't he?As it's getting closer i'm feeling worse and worse i just...

Well i done the race for life on Sunday.It was a lovely day a bit emotional but we done it.I went with my two friends from work we did have a laugh.Between the three of us we raised A thousand pounds...

Twelve weeks today and the last couple of weeks have just been as if i lossed my Dad again.Dreams of when i was younger,thinking of when i was younger,the days from when Dad was diagnosed,and the...

Well it's not going good eatnig healthy but have'nt exercised.Naughty Girl.LOL

Dad eleven weeks today and i still can't believe that in 7 months you was diagnoised and then taken away from us.I have to look at the photo of you and liam in the hospice to take it in.I just can't...

To my wonderful dad and my friends,today i feel quite emotional but very happy i spoke to my friend Andy last night for about three and a half hours i didn't go to bed till half one.I'm usually...

I have just found out that Kacs has closed her account.I know she was finding things a bit tough at the moment and wanted to spend more time with her family. she was helping me through this process...

Well today started out quite a nice day.i was listening to all my 80's music while i was changing the beds and cleaning all upstairs.It's my friends Andy's mum's funeral today so i was thinking about...

Went on the wii fit for half an hour.Yahoo!

Hi Dad ten weeks tomorow and as i always say i still don't believe it.there's been times when i think oh i got to tell you or i see something and oh i've got to get that for you but then relise i...

Still feeling shit today but last night had a message through friends reunited from my first love Andy.He knew Dad and had sent a card when dad passed but i had'nt spoke to him in years.I would...