17 weeks today.I'm having a few more better days than bad now which is good.Dad would not want me to keep being so low so i'm trying Hard for him. DAD,I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.I KNOW YOU NEVER WANTED US TO PROMISE ANYTHING BUT I AM TRYING HARD TO BE HAPPY.AARON'S FINISHED WITH JENN HE FOUND IT HARD BUT THATS WHAT HE WANTED.YOU KNOW HOW I FELT ABOUT THAT.LAST NIGHT HE CAME IN FROM WORK AND THEY WANT HIM TO COME OFF THE BAR AND TRAIN AS A CHEIF IN THE KITCHEN AS HE STOOD IN AS SOMEONE WALKED OUT.HE CAN TURN HIS HAND TO ANYTHING.I'M SO PLEASED FOR HIM HE WAS SO EXCITED.!LIAM'S DOING OK.HE'S PLAYING CRICKET NOW AND SO INTO IT.WE STILL HAVING TROUBLE WITH LIAM TIDYING HIS ROOM.LOL.SO KNOW I'M TRYING HARD TO LEAVE IT BUT FINDIG IT DIFFICULT.LOL.HE'S DOING WELL AT SCHOOL,HE GETTING A FEW AWARDS HE NOT AS STUPID AS HE CLAIMS LACK OF CONFIENCE LIKE HIS MOTHER A.GOING TO GET ON WITH THE HOUSEWORK SO SPEAK TO YOU SOON.LOVE YOU LOADS SUE.XXXXXX