graciepie68

Just a little update. Doing very good. Eating good, not drinking.... Went out last night with friends. I was the only one not drinking. It feels good when you get momentum and strength. My mood has...

I didn't want my last entry to go so I stopped it so I could continue this. I'm just feeling down on myself for my eating. I ate like shit the last two days and I'm feeling it today. I just don't...

I'm kinda feeling a bit hard on myself. I know it does me no good and when I put everything in perspective it can give me clarity of my life and my circumstances. But then I also feel it's just...

It's been a while here... I wish I had more time for me. I am gentle with myself, I'm happy to say. I can only do so much. When I get home from work, cook dinner, I'm exhausted after that. I was...

Hahaha, .... I was just thinking about how I gave up coffee. I think it's been 3 weeks, so today is the beginning of week four. I was drinking too much and the thing about that was bothering me, was...

No I didn't, but I am. Happy to say I'm eating well, exercising and trying to keep the faith. Goal for today is to pray and meditate a bit. Not huge goals, but my brain is fried and I'm having a hard...

Feeling better today than I have the past 4 days.  Time to regroup, be positive and be in the moment.  It is what it is.  Not good, not bad, just what is.  I have embodied the knowledge that...

Rough times. Grateful I'm not drinking to help me deal. Doesn't help with anything as we know. Eating too much though and that doesn't help either. I'm just not in a very good place. My dtr was...

Boy, it's been a while, a wild ride through the holidays with drama, heart ache, and some stress. But, certainly some wonderful times with family and friends. I'm really glad it's over. The day after...

I'm starting to feel pre-menstral, I know that... My eating has been good and now that last couple of days no. Yes, I use food to distract myself and not feel, similar to alcohol, so I gotta reflect...

I haven't written in a while. Doing good. 5 days last week at gym. Went for a run today and will hit the gym the rest of this week. I like to think about my time sober... One slip on 11/15/15 since...

I'm propped on the arm of the love seat in my living room. Thinking... Many thoughts are running through my head. On my moon starting today so that could attribute to some of this wacky energy I am...

Ok, yesterday is over. Today is a new day. A day for me to think about the fact that I deserve to be happy and I am healing. It's gonna take some time. I can only control the things I can control. ...

I'm already in bed, fighting to keep my eyes open. Been crying much of the day. I am feeling a lot of sadness right now and grieving. Over the loss of what should've been. I'm feeling immense sadness...

6:00 am, Saturday morning. I love the early morning. Peaceful and quiet. I had a good therapy session yesterday. I really need and want to devote more time for meditation and reading. It's my...