interesting.... what's going on?
I'm starting to feel pre-menstral, I know that... My eating has been good and now that last couple of days no. Yes, I use food to distract myself and not feel, similar to alcohol, so I gotta reflect and listen to see what is going on, other than the raving pre-menstral lunatic that will be coming out soon. I almost drank last night. I didn't, which I am happy to say, but I thought about it. Not happy about that.... I was close.
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oooh, raging hormones. I\'m so proud that you did not have that drink. I am proud that you left that crappy marriage. When I find myself in a lousy state of mind, I try to write about it. Is that what you mean when you said that you gotta reflect and listen to see what is going on? If so, good for you. When I first got sober, I didn\'t know my own feelings (except for rage). As I dealt with \"my stuff\" It became easier to let go. Gentle hugs along your journey.