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Status: Mason Raymond is 10 months old and perfect!! Mommy is on summer break enjoying him!! It's been a long time!!
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Its like someone has come and hit me in the head with a bat!! I have been walking around like in a cloud of hopelessness. UGGHHH I had complaining like this, but I feel so sad!!! I have no answers...
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Ok today I am kinda pissed! I am kinda mad that everyone from the gynecologist And RE keeps telling me how screwed up my body is. I have been trying to get pregnant since 27 years old! i will be 36...
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So i got the donor egg talk today..My doctor basically said he doesn't want me to do another cycle with my eggs. As least we are kinda on the same page. I just don't want to put myself through this...
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I have been on here that long..I read posts form 2010, when I was pregnant and the day I lost my baby at 24 weeks..I cried becauSE I am losing hope that I won't ever be a mom.
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So I just had my 4th ivf and it was a bfn... I have been MIA for quite some time because I couldn't get on for some reason on my iPad or desktop only my iPod. It is so hard for me to type or see so I...
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I have loss 65 pounds from my highest weight until now. I went from a 15 to size 8! It's been hard but so worth Its nix nice to have something that I have control over which is doing my best to take...
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It seems that when I am alone it's seems to be the hardest to deal with this..I don't want this to turn into a journal with negativity but lets just say...awwwwwwwwwwww....this sucks so bad.....I...
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I get so pissed off with paying hundreds of dollars in infertility costs and not getting a baby. I am going broke paying for this baby that I don't have....surgeries...that didn't work..and cycles...
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If I must continue this path of infertility then you have to give me the strength to keep going. I have done all I can do at this point and have to place it in your hands. i have to do this not daily...
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I choose in this moment not to complain..I am going to focus on what I have to be thankful for. I have lost almost 50 pounds. my zumba classes have grown to capacity. I have been able to bless and...
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Ok I read my last journal entry and boy was it a mess. Freaking auto spelling! Anyways this is my last 2 months of trying naturally. I don't know what the next step is. I just feel like ok god now I...
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I feel like I am sinking but I am trying so hard to focus on thankfulness. We had an incident happen in which Someone costs us a lot of money so now I can't do another ivf cycle. So now I don't...
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So its been 8 long years of 1 IUI and 3 IVFS and 1 loss baby boy. Usually I can deal with teaching first grade, teaching fitness class and working on small businesses. I try's and stay busy. Its...
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Surely I am not ending this freakin year childless again for the 8th year. So tired of every school year watching 2-3 teachers become pregnant!! So sick and tired! Not to mention being tired of...
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hey surgery I had surgery on oct. 8 and had a 3 week recovery! My doctor wants me to try for 3months because he says everything including my tubes are open! If I don't get pregnant by jan. we will...
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