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Status: Mason Raymond is 10 months old and perfect!! Mommy is on summer break enjoying him!! It's been a long time!!
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Last day of school today which was fine with me, but I do miss my first graders they had such sweet spirits this year. This summer was SUPPOSED to be dedicated to chillin out before my little boy was...
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I have cried for 3 days straight. I am watching t.v. and crying over a show that shouldn't have you emotional. My heart aches as I see other women joining the Stillbirth support group. I am trying to...
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I knew "reality" would hit me and I would break down. I felt the reality of a empty womb and not to mention my husband gets on my nerves. I get men see things differently and his complaint is "how do...
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So I have to drive an hour to take my stepdaughter home, and I was thinking about IVF and how scared I am to do it!! I have to take the same route to get to my IVF clinic. All of sudden I felt this...
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My wondeful DS ladies thanks so much for all the support. In response to getting checked out. My doctor basically said my cervix opened up too early (incompentant cervix). If I got pregnant again he...
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I am struggling so bad. I just want to say that I admire ALL ladies who try for another baby after a miscarriage or stillbirth. I am in complete awe of the ladies who are pregnant with their...
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Today I can change my status from horrible to okay, yet I don't know when I might go back to horrible again. I have my horrible moments of sheer anxiety, anger, frustration then I go back to good or...
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I thought the pain of infertility hurts, but this is a whole new level. I physically feel lost and in a complete fog. I don't know how to dig myself out, except that my life feels like I can never be...
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This last week has been bearable. I have been busy catching up with my first graders! THey are just happy to have their teacher back. The consensus was that my baby was in heaven. No one has...
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That's really it shocked....When I am home alone, I hate it! Most of the day I am good, but this seems cruel and unreal. NOW I AM TERRIFIED TO GET PREGNANT!! It's like the baby was taken and now I am...
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I can't even explain the emotional 2 weeks that I had. Let's just say my water rumptured early, 2 week hospital stay, delivered a beautiful baby boy at 23 weeks, he passed away after staying 2 days...
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I will be 20 weeks next Monday. So the last 2 nights I had been feeling lots of twinges in my belly. Even a little outside my tummy. I kept dismissing it as gas because I thought it was too soon to...
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Hi all!15 weeks on Monday and I can't beleive it!!It really has sinked in that there's a little one growing in me. I can feel the tightness of a little belly!! Wow it's so real and wonderful! I JUST...
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WOW, it has been a long time, and I have been through so much!! Well, at 6 weeks, we loss one of our little babies. Of course, I was devastated!! I had a difficult time for a couple of weeks. Now, I...
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I have been lurking around lately but have been trying to stay very busy. I am so happy to have a turn at posting about my joyous gift of seeing my 2 wonderful heartbeats. It was so amazing and I...
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