Alone aggravated annoyed
So its been 8 long years of 1 IUI and 3 IVFS and 1 loss baby boy. Usually I can deal with teaching first grade, teaching fitness class and working on small businesses. I try's and stay busy. Its when you are all lone and you get this fear that maybe you won't ever get pregnant that scares the crap out of you. This so hard to handle. It effects your whole life. The fact that every single day I have to think positive and push when you know that 3 pregnant teachers are at work. I work with kid, my husband has a daughter, my 42 year old brother had unplanned baby not with his wife! Yet I can't get pregnant. Ok thanks for listening to my rant. I can't stay in this place because it depresses me. So I will attempt to be positive because its the only way to get through this
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I can relate... So many babies are being born around me and I haven\'t even began ttc. Praying that much sticky baby dust comes to you.
xoxo,
Nneka
You are not alone...
Hugs and love! Rants are good for the soul!
I agree with Nasnye. We\'ve all been there. You are not alone and your feelings are valid. I thinks it\'s healthy to express yourself, to stay active and to try your best to be positive. You are a strong woman!
You are not alone....and teaching and IF are a cruel pair...I know, I teach as well and am surrounded by kids all day and pregnant colleagues that we seem to constantly be celebrating for! I truly hope that your day comes sooner rather than later. Wishing you peace, love and a baby in 2013! xoxo
its always good to acknowledge your feelings.... dont keep all that stuff in... you can rant to us anytime!
i agree with Shawnie.....Your feelings are so valid!!!!!!! we have all been there before, and some of us may be there right now, just depends on the day!!
Whats to come is BETTER! One of these days, and i hope its real soon you will holding that lil baby in your arms and crying tears of joy!
You are not alone. I feel as do many women on here, exactly how you feel. Babies and pregnancies surround me. My DH has a daughter from a previous marriage, his ex-wife who is ten years older than me has had two babies in the time we have been trying. My friends are either pregnant or already have babies. Like you, I\'ve been through 1 IUI, 3 fresh IVFs, 1 FET and 2 chemical pregnancies. I wonder if it\'ll ever happen. When will this sadness end?
I wish I had a solution or an answer for you, anything that could help. I am sorry. My heart goes out to you.
Feel free to vent anytime, that\'s why we are here to support each other. I can relate to the long wait and losses, it is ok to acknowledge your feelings of pain and disappointment IF is not fair! Sending you a big HUG!!
Sorry your struggling. This all gets so overwhelming at times. I can\'t imagine being a teacher and TTC. You are one strong young lady! Hang in there....sending big hugs. xoxo