When you are alone...
It seems that when I am alone it's seems to be the hardest to deal with this..I don't want this to turn into a journal with negativity but lets just say...awwwwwwwwwwww....this sucks so bad.....I have no idea, what to do,....while I feel like my eggs are getting older by the freakin second...my heart continues to break....I can't let this win today....I will be a mom....there is no way..that this doesn't end with a baby for me.....no freaking way Can this journey not have a happy ending for me and my husband...I will be a mom!,,god continue to give patience, strength, and peace to accept right where I am. I won't ask why because life sure ain't fair....I am thankful for the amazing blessings that I have and what you are doing in my life that I can't see..I don't understand what you are doing..but this will have an ending..I need encouragement ladies!
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You will be a mom and however that happens, however freaking long it takes, when you finally are you\'ll look back and think it was all worth it. Hang in there, never give up and it\'ll happen!
Also don\'t feel bad about being negative, we all deserve to be sometimes
Sending positive thoughts your way :)- I know how hard it is to keep the negative away, its a daily struggle. I am with you, just keep having faith that one day it will be your turn. We all will in some way or another have the miracle we have been waiting for. Sending lots of baby dust your way :)-
I truly believe that you will be a mom. Someway it will happen. One friend on here almost gave up hope many times and just recently is getting her dream in a very different way then she envisioned but she is going to be a mom. I pray that there is a very lucky child out there who is just waiting to call you mom at some point. Sending hope...
I know how you feel, its not easy but don\'t give up! 2013 will be your year! You will be a happy mother of children!! Praying for strength and perseverance on your behalf. BIG HUGS!!
When I woke up this morning, I made a conscious decision to think positively no matter what was thrown my way. I will be 40 when begin to try for my rainbow. The BIG 40!
I went to see a geneticist when I was pregnant with Annaya who told me something that I never knew... Our eggs don\'t age the way we do. My eggs were healthy and younger than my age... Before you start to count yourself out or doubt your eggs... talk to a geneticist... it may ease your fears a bit. You are younger than I am... You have that on your side.
Negativity creates negative outcomes.
I know how you feel...this empty, hopeless feeling is really hard to swallow some days. Hang in there and never give up....xoxo