When you have done all u can
Ok I read my last journal entry and boy was it a mess. Freaking auto spelling! Anyways this is my last 2 months of trying naturally. I don't know what the next step is. I just feel like ok god now I really have to trust you. When you have done all you can do in your own strength now you kind of have to relinquish control on him which is so hard. This is what faith truly is to me. I get an overwhelming fear of never being a mom. Yet in the back of my mind I know that it just can't be true. I have grown so much these last 8 years and pray that this journey is soon coming to an end. In the mean- time i have to lean on you ladies that truly get how painful this can be. Have a terrific day today
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I so admire your faith....Fearing never being a mom is something I\'ve felt many, many times, but like you I KNOW it just won\'t be true. What had to change in my mind is accepting that I want to be a mom no matter how my children come to me. I wish you a wonderful and blessed 2013, and for the next two months have fun BD\'ing! xo
Hi Hon, I have been where you are now. It is hard to let it go and leave it in God\'s hands...but we sometimes have to. Last year at this time I gave up on naturally conceiving and even adoption..l totally let it go, then bang on dec 23 we brought home our little one (adoption). Miracles happen when we least expect it. Keep the faith,
Hoping your miracle comes in the next two months.
I totally understand where u are!!!! I decided that i wont be doing anymore ART...... it was so draining on me emotionally, when it didn\'t work, i thought i was going to have a breakdown!!! its VERY hard, but i believe that one day i will be a mom.... not sure how (natural, biological, or inherited thru marriage) but it HAS to happen...... Stay positive and remember we are here for u!!!!
I\'m believing God for both of our miracles! Love your faith!
Your post gave me hope that I needed today. Thank you. I have to trust that gods plans are better than mine. Thanks for sharing :)
Praying that good things happen for you :)
Praying for you. You\'re right we all understand how painful this can be....hang in there...xoxo