shelbyalright
Status: I smile on the outside but on the inside I am screaming.....
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I feel myself slipping away. I feel like there is so much going on around me that I cant seem to find that happy lady I am.Even with the marvelous news of my fathers health improving I still find...
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I was raised to enjoy the holidays as in spending time with family, special foods that we have for holidays, giving thanks to all we have even though we all have struggled.I find myself hating the...
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Even though my life is hectic,Even though my father is ill,Even though my Ex is at his emotional manic time of the year and means many ugly emails,Even though my step daughter isn't doing what she...
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My father has been going through chemo for almost two months now. His symptoms are getting unbearable for him and my mom is having to watch her husband fall apart more and more everyday. Its one of...
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As I watch my father go through what he is, what we are. I look at his strength, his vulnerability, his love for everyone around him and I draw strength off of that to help him and my mother get...
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This is the first week of my dads testing, we should have an idea of how aggressive chemo will be. I know that my father is very stressed on many different levels. And I am doing all I can to take...
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Today is a blurr......I am trying really hard to focus on what needs to be done. Much to my house is needed before my parents are able to move in. But I keep loosing focus. So I am just going to take...
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Yesterday we met with my dads doctor. The news was scary to say the least. My dad did research on his condition which stated he may have up to 5yrs to live, but the doctor shot that down with the...
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Today I sit and I wonder why the lord puts us though so much, then I remind myself that its his way of reminding us how precious life really is and how we shouldn't take anything for granted.Friday...
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I want to take this time to apologize for venting so much. I understand that most people don't want to read my constant rants about my X. And I would rather not be venting as well. I do want to...
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This day I can breathe. There really is no reason that today is different than any other because the pain is still there. My anxiety is high and I am being harassed my X. But for some reason god has...
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Anxiety takes over so much at times. I am having a struggling day, funny thing is I really don't have a reason to be. I hate that I cant shake it off. Is it because of my past? Or just that I am...
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My child has been sick and that makes for one exhausted momma. My anxiety is high and I am irritable. I am one of those people who don't like to show when she's tired or down. In fact all of you here...
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I thought when I divorced that I could leave the old me behind. That scared anxious tired lady that felt so much on her shoulders daily. After meeting with my councilor yesterday and him wanting to...
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Where I live its only 9:34 am. And my morning is already unbearable. I feel as though I could just stay in bed all day and cry. My emotions have me sick to me stomach. All I can do is pray to my...
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