Apologies ...

I want to take this time to apologize for venting so much. I understand that most people don't want to read my constant rants about my X. And I would rather not be venting as well. I do want to understand the disease he fights with, so I can help our child understand it as well. I wont ever be his friend as there has been to much said and done for that to be possible. But I can treat him as a person who deserves a second, third, fourth, or in my case a hundredth chance to be a better person.
I thank all of you for your advice and ideas that you have given to help me cope. It does sink in and it is very helpful.
I am using the strength I get from all of you and my days are brighter because of it. May god bless you all and put a smile on your faces as you have done for me.
 
Thank you again and have a beautiful day!
Love Shelby