ExDiva

Yesterday was a bit too full - but I used drugs to do it.  I get to have a normal life everynow and then.  I had two major conference calls in the morning. Holiday lunch, a party and then a play. ...

I'm definately in a Manic Light phase.  woke up at 4 am. with creative ideas that got me out of bed.  took a valium and ate some cereal and slept until 7:15.  big day today. I took a vicodin and...

good day yesterday but I did take one vicodin at the end of the day,  I was achey and I wanted to enjoy church without pain.  I accomplished a LOT.  I'm working a lot too - people must be spending...

Zero Vicodin yesterday - good day got a lot done.  Slept well but only 10 to 6:30 a NORMAL eight hours.  Yeehaa.  I may be getting better.

Migraine finally ended around two yesterday. I took my last vicodin around 4.  12/8 4 vicodin, one imitrex Kept busy - obsessed with mother not believing I'm sick.  counselor seemed to enforce her...

Still have the migraine.  woke up at 3 had to take an imitrex and a vicodin.  Fuck. Took a vicodin and Zofran (very nauseous) at 8 a.m.  Feeling better. Have to pick up prescriptions at two...

Migraine is still here - two days and counting.  I'm taking vicodin every four hours and half on the two hour mark.  Just today that makes sunday six so far since midnight.  two imitrex 3 a.m....

What fresh hell is this?  I am awake because I slept from two to 6,  I've taken a vicodin every four hours with some half pills inbetween since 4 a.m. taken two imitrex.  due for another at 3...

Zero Vicodin yesterday...and then ....a migraine at 4:00 a.m. Three really but I went back to sleep without taking an imitrex.  Hard to notice the warning signs at 3 a.m.  Anyway, I've taken one...

Zero vicodin!!! yesterday Yesterday was a good day.  I worked hard in the office all morning and skipped the gym.  Walked Lucy and rested since I had to teach,  We finished late - 9:15 or so. I...

Only one vicodin yesterday and I put up lights and cleaned out the gutters.  Felt really good.  I took it for the drive to Marshall and back with Fran. Later I walked Lucy and made it to church...

Dec 2 - 2 1/2 vicodin I went to a 3 hr movie and out to dinner with dad and crew.  the movie I knew I'd hurt. but then I took another to make it through dinner.  I should've skipped dinner.  At 8...

I felt remarkably good yesterday. Is it so simple - just stop speaking to my mother? It certainly has a positive impact.  I feel so relaxed knowing I don't have to deal with her.  She still hasn't...

I only needed one vicodin all day yesterday.  I loved being at my dad's.  I finally talked to my mother and told her to stay away from me.  It feels as if I can stand up and not feel like bombs...

I only needed one vicodin today (church) and my body feels good.  I went to stay with my dad and Mary.  I felt loved and accepted.  I need a solid strategy for dealing with my mother.  I promise...