ExDiva

Bad evening.  Well, bad day really.  I've been highly agitated.  I think the menopause thing is pumping out PMS hormones.  It's like the old days...except I can't predice a monthly INSANE FOR A...

No vicodin at all yesterday and I was tempted.  I know the difference between tolerable pain and intolerable pain.  I had tolerable pain last night - but I was in a "mixed state" from the bipolar...

I told someone I went all day without a vicodin yesterday and now I'm wondering.  I think I took one at 4. Damn.  Oh well, it's still a good day to only need one.   I woke up to Lucy barfing...

No vicodin yesterday at ALL...I chose not to go to a movie with friends because I'd have had to take one...and I just didn't want to.  As it was I slept well (okay woke up three times - but hey). ...

Yesterday NO PILLS until like 7:30 when I had to sit through a play.  Those chairs...anyway.  It was a good day.  I slept 10 hours.  Felt too creaky to move when I woke up at 8:30...but a little...

Yesterday was murder.  The pain was so bad I had to keep moving all day long.  Dad invited me for dinner but I couldn't say yes because when I hurt this bad...well, I can't be sure I will be nice...

A business trip to Santa Fe, I had a good night (saw Carrie Fisher) and the next morning about three good hours walking downtown.  Then a migraine and I stayed in, turned off all the lights and...

Today I still had the migraine.  Yesterday I took and Imitrex first thing along with a vicodin (well, after coffee didn't work.  today I had to do the same thing.  That was four ? yesterday and...

Vicodin use June 6 3June 7 2June 8 1 and halfJune 9 4 (mother had a few demons to unleash)June 10 slept 18 hours no vicodinJune 11 one and a half 2 valiumJune 12 - so far so good.  I feel the...

I've spent $2600 on the doctor. Monthly charges for nowF2F                    42Mitomax             53Powercell           54Valtrex            ...

I went to the doctor started their diary and then decided I'd just keep my own going here on the website.  I feel less alone that way.  He upped my supplements by two (2 of two a day).  added...

Yesterday the pain started around 2 and I made it until 3:30.  I cleaned and worked in the yard a bit in the morning. Overdid it?  Somebody has to do it.  Anyway, two and a half Vicodin...

Felt okay this morning.  Grumpy and a bit of pain.  Knees were bad.  Church was good.  Taught S.S. lesson, good.  Then during the service I started to get pain.  Took a vicodin about 15 minutes...

TRAVEL HELL! May 18 Sunday - only needed one vicodin,  used a valium to sleep restless about travelingMay 19 Monday got up at 4:30 - Two flights three airports took first vicodin at 6, then 10,...

Zero vicodin yesterday.   Slept alot.  Pain was significant but bearable.  No valium needed. Out of sorts this morning. Sometimes I think the vicodin leaves me to crash mentally.  I went to the...