Migraine finally ended around two yesterday. I took my last vicodin around 4.  12/8 4 vicodin, one imitrex Kept busy - obsessed with mother not believing I'm sick.  counselor seemed to enforce her belief - without intending to, but he did.  I will release my desire for her to validate me.  Rumi says an old love can only be cured by a new love.  I will love me, and vigorously set out to get well - excluding her from my life if necessary.  If she's not here to help she will have to go. I woke up with pain but the coffee fixed it.