ExDiva

Unbelievably miserable...nausea and full body migraine.  Last night I went to the Providence House graduation (homeless center) and it was a great distraction.  Stories of faith and hope...I...

BAD BAD DAY..maybe I tried to do too much?  I started having pain yesterday afternoon - it took one...then another half vicodin to bear it.  Toon one when the first wore off 4 hours later.  By one...

Yesterday was another day without vicodin.  I feel pain all the time.  But not bad enough.  And I have energy to move around and do things so I'm distracted.  I'm sleeping a lot - compared to the...

NO VICODIN yesterday and I was running around all day long (well...until afternoon when I crashed) But it was another good day. This morning I woke up with the old lymph node/jaw pain on my left...

No vicodin again yesterday. BUT...I'm crazy again.  Really dangerously low impulse control - high agitation - classic mixed state.  I drank a vodka yesterday so I'd calm down enough to teach...

Here is the email I sent back after getting a second NO when asking for a refill of a script:  Okay...but please don't tell me to have a great day or great evening after an email like that.  I'm...

I ended up taking a vicodin around six.  I've got back pain arm and neck pain.  I was doing so well!!  I wonder if sitting on the couch does it?  I feel better when I'm up and moving around. ...

No vicodin again. YEAHHHH!   I think the anti viral is working.  Having researched the viruses that I have - the symptoms that are gone seem to match.  Herpes 6 hangs out in the saliva glands. ...

NO VICODIN again!  A very good day yesterday. Slept in a bit.  I'm sort of depressed.  I usually have a big monster goal and I can't get excited about much.  I'm writing the novel...slowly. ...

Another good day. Sunday and I didn't even take my purse into church so I'd have vicodin ready. I was that confident I'd keep feeling good.  I haven't felt anything but panic when I thought I might...

3 vicodin yesterday.  I ignored the small jackhammer behind my eye most of the day until around 4 when I finally took a vicodin an imitrex and lay down in a dark silent room for an hour.  I needed...

Another NO VICODIN day!!  Taught class and watched the speech.  Didn't feel tired all day.  Is it the b12? or the other stuff.  I don't know.  I'm just grateful.  I guess it could be no...

Made it yesterday without any vicodin.  My neck back and hips hurt but I made it.  I don't even take advil or any of the other over the counter stuff because they don't make a dent in the pain. ...

No pain all day, lots of energy.  however pain kicked in around seven thirty (my mother? could be) and I took a vicodin.  By eleven I was distraught and couldn't sleep.  Ate a banana - finally...

Yesterday NO VICODIN....and I went motorcycle riding and worked in the garden.  I had pain at night but I ignored it.  I was relaxed enough to pull my attention away. Hoping for another day of...